Growing up black or growing up in a multiracial family is not qualification for "antiracism." It's an interdisciplinary subject matter that includes robust knowledge of history, linguistic, biology, sociology, psychology, traumatology and more.

You have not "studied" antiracism.

At any rate, you've made my point about the overarching derisive and less desirable nature of most English words related to black and even how the black is defined by itself.

CLEARLY antiracist have said that looking at the meaning and impacts of language is important. It's just not important to you.